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Post by Frappe on Jun 8, 2011 21:22:18 GMT 7
tomorrow i have to wake up early, go to church, pray and pray because i really really need it. it's going to be a busy day tomorrow for me but as you can see, i'm still online at this late hour. i can't sleep yet. my day isn't complete if i can't browse the internet.
i miss my xyber life. i miss those restful days when i used to stay in bed and wonder what to do with my time. i miss going out with my friends. i miss going to the cinemas. i miss shopping. i miss writing. i miss my anime friends over in the other world. i miss my muses. i miss my old classmates.
now, now, i have to breath, eat and study nursing because i'm determined to take the NLE and get excellent results in one take. XD GOD HELP ME!!!
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Post by Frappe on Jun 13, 2011 22:24:00 GMT 7
BURN OUT!
Very, very tired. It seems i can't relax anymore because every second is vital and could be used for something productive like studying for my upcoming NLE.
I pray that all the sacrifices we have made will be rewarded and that my prayers be granted. ^^
18 days to go....
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Post by Frappe on Jun 18, 2011 23:11:49 GMT 7
aja
just read my past parody fanfictions. LOL, only i get to laugh at my own stories. It makes me feel good!
-happypanda-
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Post by Frappe on Jul 3, 2011 20:51:57 GMT 7
The NLE exam has official ended. After all the times spent of studying and all the sacrifices.. still, i don't feel like i did well in the exam at all. WTH was with that exam. it's nothing like i had studied for. those questions were so out of this world DRAT!!! LORD HELP US!!! I did dream of becoming a top notcher, but with the way the exam went, i think it would be a miracle for that to happen. It's highly unlikely. If I pass that exam i would be very very very very very very grateful!!!! Wa, i feel so empty... to think we all worked so hard for it and ended up not knowing the answers in the end. spent money, blood and sweat and tiresome nights and we get this!! Where's justice?  WAAAAAA(cries off into a corner) |
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Post by Frappe on Jul 11, 2011 10:16:17 GMT 7
had stomachache  Aja is planning to apply for a job next week. Has a problem with money. Has plans to hang out with friends later and on wednesday. We're out to go the beach, but i wonder if my money is enough to buy those chicken for lunch? |
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Post by Frappe on Jul 17, 2011 12:19:17 GMT 7
I shouldn't have drank rum. Now i will have to deal with another stomachache. D:
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Post by Frappe on Aug 31, 2011 19:10:13 GMT 7
I passed the board exam!! This is quite a late announcement but better late than never?
So the excitement has already died down. It's been a week since the results were posted. I'm so relieved i don't have to study or review or retake the exam. The results were unexpectedly higher than i thought (i don't mean to brag)
Was busy during the last four days. Went to church, ate out with my friends, went to a seminar, met a new friend, ate halo-halo, went on a pilgrimage to Simala, prayed to Mama Mary for thanks, karaoke-ed and played xbox 360 kinetic dance central with my friends!
Oh, and i forgot to mention the very tiring mountain hike that i did not expect to be so difficult to climb. I was a real slow poke, barely walking and breathing. It was fun though!
I enjoyed my holiday!! BUT not very happy to find my wallet empty afterward.
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Post by Frappe on Sept 3, 2011 10:13:53 GMT 7
Okay, here's another post about my 'not-so-exciting-life' that people out there don't really care to know about...
it's a bad habit to always anticipate something wrong to happen. Why is it so difficult to keep oneself to think positively???
Ah, I only have three students this week, which means i only get to really work 240 minutes out of 480!! Yeah! And I'm still getting paid for doing nothing!! -evil laugh-
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Post by Frappe on Sept 13, 2011 19:51:16 GMT 7
Completely random thoughts....
Our Nihongo class plans to have another mountain hike adventure and I'm not sure if i should go. I'm still thinking it over. One exciting fact about the mountain hike was the rumored floating white ladies there. My boyfriend and my other friends saw three white ladies( and they were not human) I'm not sure how true it is, but it's possible i think, because when we asked the people who lived near that mountain they said that there were similar sightings of some floating ghosts or spirits. (I'm having goosebumps just thinking about it) and the whole time those 'ghosts' have been trailing behind us, i was complaining about my sprained knees. Good thing i never noticed them or else I'd FREAK!!!
It's tiring to always go somewhere everyday. It's been a busy year for me. Garland parties, requirement making and submissions, graduation and pinning ceremony's, filing to enter the NLE, reviews, working as an ESL teacher, visiting my dentist, going to drawing and nihongo class, celebrate family member birthdays, go on a pilgrimage for MOTHER MARY, going to church every friday and light some candles then pray.... not to mention the time i had to spend time to hang out with my friends at the mall.
I also had to deal with my boyfriend's attitude. It's tough but I'm glad I get to experience a lot of things this year, it helps me learn, grow up and become stronger. ><
I need a break sometimes... but lately, i rarely get to really really rest. T_T
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Post by Frappe on Oct 18, 2011 11:05:10 GMT 7
I haven't been to work nor at school for the past month. I think i will have to work after All souls day and go visit the province where my grandparents live.
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Post by Frappe on Oct 25, 2011 21:36:10 GMT 7
I want to be independent. I watch my other friends doing well enough and see myself still clinging and relying on my parents. And my parents treats me like a child, the way they follow me everywhere I go. I just want a little freedom... like the one i see others enjoy...
I have got to learn many things in order to gain my freedom and independence!!!
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Post by Frappe on Nov 1, 2011 20:57:21 GMT 7
I might not be able to go online this week. I'm going on a vacation somewhere where they don't have internet connection. I'll be with you guys as soon as i get back. ^^ |
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Post by Frappe on Sept 15, 2012 17:06:04 GMT 7
Down in the dumps
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