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This thread serves as a container for all the writer's frustration and complaints. Anything that you find insulting is unintended.
Random things about Aja(ME)is also found here.

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What I personally hate about Vampire story characters

First things first, I want it clear that I bear no hatred for idea of vampires or for the stories. In fact I love anything gothic, vampires included.

Some of the vampire series, books and movies I have read
Twilight series
The Vampire Diaries
The Vampire that loved me
Kerrelyn Sparks Love at Stake vampire series
Blue Bloods series

Okay, so I guess the ones above are quite famous vampire novels sold everywhere around the world or accessed through mobile e-book. Since I am now living in an era wherein vampire literature turned to romance instead of horror genre, I am mildly…scratch that, greatly depressed by this development. More and more young women of my age had become so infatuated with this sort of novels, which I personally don’t think should be further encouraged. I am upset also that only few share my idea about this, because most of the people I know think that overrated and romantic vampires like Edward Cullen and Stephan Salvatore are awesome and brilliant (sparkles remember?). Some women dream that they would meet or wed such a man in the near future (which I find downright impossible seeing that men nowadays are far from that context, maybe there are a few men like them but only lucky girls get them>>wishful thinking)

I know, you think I’m crazy for making such a big deal out of this, but I do feel strongly about this topic. Through writing this in my little journal I find a sense of inner tranquility in letting my inner thoughts flow out (mainly because I can’t find a good audience to listen to my reasons or blabbering about how I find the latest vampire novels somewhat stupid and irrational and too unrealistic) They are fantasious (too much fantas; word I made up) to a fault.

Ehem… moving on. What I really wanted to say was that I hate the protagonists in the stories. The ones I really wanna get to bash are the main pairing involved in the story, why?

1. The main guy is unreal and stupid
2. The main girl is too selfish/ self-centered/Byotch

See, so it’s actually the characters I hate. Not the plot. I don’t care if vampires really are fallen angels battling Lucifer or if vampires sparkle under the sunlight or if they really can’t or can wake up during the morning hours as long as these plots aid in the making of terrific adventure stories. The stories are okay, the characters…regrettably are rather poor in personality and originality.

To narrow things down…

Why I hate Bella Swan, Schyler van Allen and Elena Gilbert

All three share some trait that I truly hate: Love struck selfish vampire wannabee. (Sychyler is half vampire though)

Yeah, yeah, Bella is selfless because she is willing to sacrifice herself for the ones she love…NOT. Really now? I think she was utterly stupid for letting people’s efforts of protecting her go to waste because she ran off to stop a strong crazy vampire to keep him from hurting her also capably strong vampire friends who don’t even need the help of a stupid lame human like her! She’s actually selfish! Remember how fast she decided she wanted to be a vampire just to be young and bitchy around her boyfriend? Did she ever give any second thought at all for the family and friends she would left behind in her lifetime if turned to one?
No way! It is pure selfishness to disregard other people who care also for her just to be with one person. Edward should not be swayed. I say, that girl’s out of her mind. Now, I can’t help but wait for her sudden death even if I know that won’t happen at all because the author wanted her to be an uber graceful vampire who was actually a clumsy clod back in her human life (she trips and falls down even without any obstacles about… STUPID)

Schyler actually started out well. She was a geek and an individual who sticks with her friends all the time, UNTIL that so called handsome prom king (Dick or Jack, whichever) came along to woo her after he mistook her as her own mother whom he fell in love with secretly for a long time. That’s just a shame right? Schyler, of course, went over heels for him and the moment she felt like she was his princess, she took for granted her best friend (forgot name) C’mon! I’d rather choose to hook up with the thoughtful and helpful cute best guy friend that stayed with me through all the years than the handsome prince charming who suddenly finds me interesting because I looked like his first love! Let’s be practical and reasonable. What? Dick…I mean Jack is a romantic lover? STFU! He can’t even stand up to his own twin (who was actually his betrothed) to refuse her honestly and openly. Really, girls… you wanna spend your life with a guy who can’t make up his mind and say and stand proud to say what he really wants and face the consequences? He doesn’t have enough guts! Might I remind you that he took of without a word from his wedding and deserted his sister/bride-to-be just to elope with Schyler. He did not even say goodbye! Not even say sorry! Who does he think he is? I say ‘forks and torches’! Now that I think of it, Jack is the one character I hated the most. Why do women find him sexy?

Elena Gilbert, the queen bee, the ice princess, the girl who every girl wanted to be! Yeah right. I wouldn’t mind if she was so pretty and if she was such a flirt. I really don’t care about trivial things like those. What is most annoying about her? She’s damn selfish. It was so funny how she wanted to attract Stephan’s attention and he ignored her! I enjoyed her desperation and struggles. But when Stephan gave in, I suddenly felt the urge to kill the boy for spoiling the fun. Elena is selfish. She has so many friends who like her (who know why they like a stuck up self-centered bitch like Elena) and a family who want to protect her, yet just like Bella she did not care for them and ran off to find her love (Stephan) Then alone, she faced Damon the evil brother (who also got infatuated/obsessed for her, without really getting to know her… frankly, just how shallow can these men be?) Fiery, strong, beautiful…maybe she is. But I don’t think a person who shouts at her friends to chase a guy desperately is worth such attention and admiration. If I were a guy, I’d dump her. Let her die. Go ahead Damon and kill both Elena and Stephan, you’d be doing be a great favor of ridding them out of this world.


Here’s the deal. I personally think that family and friends are no less important than your guy/girl/soul mate. Maybe I’m a little biased? Maybe I’m being petty but I really think that…your true love can’t solely compare to the combined love of family and friends. You’ll have many lovers but family and friends may last forever. And characters like Bella, Schyler and Elena make a bad example for choosing their lovers over family and friends… at least at first, I hope they don’t remain that way…

Blair Warldorf from gossip girl was a bitch, yes, that’s true. But I like her, even if she’s obsessed with some guy. Because she does not always prioritize them first on her list(unlike the bitches listed up there), she thinks about other things too, she cares for her family and friends though she can be really mean to them at times but she makes up for her mistakes somehow. Damon I like because he is true to himself, I’d rather choose a sadist real vampire than a pathetic wuss of an emo vampire like Stephan.

It’s not like I’d rather have bad men than good men. I’d choose good men of course. I believe good men can make up their minds and stand up for themselves. He would know what he wants and would do everything he can to get it in an honorable way. He doesn’t have to be necessarily handsome or a vampire for that matter. He just has to be confident and sure of himself, always moving forward and put other’s well being first before his own desires.


Everything above is a matter of my own opinion that others are open to oppose. Maybe you can tell me your own opinion and enlighten me, I’ll be grateful. But if you argue with me and insult me for writing this down, that would be childish of you. I’m not blaming the fans for how they fell about these books. Maybe I’m just frustrated because I don’t share their ideas and they don’t share mine. Most of us are stubborn about what we believe about Love, romance, vampires and good and bad characters.

Love is tricky and has many forms, I guess…

Now, I’m getting irrelevant… Do the things I just mentioned still relate??? If you think they still do, Bravo, you have amazing IQ! Nah, not necessarily… Maybe you’re just a genius at understanding people and also an open, absolutely wonderful person.

If you disagree with me all the way… WHY ARE YOU EVEN READING THIS? LEAVE THIS PAGE IMMEDIATELY!

Aja: *pants*Yume: Aja, your blood pressure…
Frappe: Aw~, poor Aja, you’re welcome to borrow my axe anytime if you wanna kill somebody *smiles*
Aja: Thanks so much Frappe, but I have to disappointingly decline…
Frappe: Suit yourself then
Caramel: This page is really long. I never thought you were so upset about this, Aja
Java: It’s a good therapy to write these down instead of bashing somebody.

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Muses as alter-egos

I get mad easily and then eventually blow up. Sometimes I’m hyper and I can’t stop annoying people. And at times I become calm, collected and quiet. Then I become someone bossy and serious. Finally, I become cold, nonchalant and sarcastic.

Most often, we call a person like this ‘moody’ or ‘bipolar’ or even suffering from DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

Sometimes I just wonder why I get confused with myself. Then I ask: aren’t each one of us supposed to know who we really are? I don’t know if you get, I hope you do, because I don’t fully understand it either. That’s why I tried writing this down. I also discovered that writing things down really helps me reflect when I read them again later. So here, we have our second entry under the thread ‘rumble rumble random’, which is about my personality.

I consider my muses a part of me. Each of them represents one aspect of my personality. If you’ve met them already, you would notice how their personalities are so different. Only eccentricity is what they have in common, probably. I had intended to divide myself and making all the parts of me come out fully and individually. Thankfully, my muses are working well in terms of productivity.

I want to start with my very first muse: FRAPPE. A friend of mine often says that Frappe is my alter-ego, my other personality and probably the real me. Well… I hope not. Because if Frappe was my real personality that would mean that I am really a careless, walking disaster with a very high ambition: to rule over the entire world.

The character of Frappe is molded from my enthusiasm. Which means, at times she could also be very hyperactive. She likes to exaggerate things. Frappe is the childish part of me that will really never go away, I’m afraid. When she wants something, she gets it. If she doesn’t get it, she’ll try over and over. She is free-spirited and loud. She is not afraid to speak out her mind. In reality, this part of me is rarely seen. There are only a few who know about this side of me. People would call me insane if she ever comes out, so I had to control myself. Frappe comes out only through my interactions in the internet where no one will make fun of me or criticize me for my behavior. Frappe is more acceptable in the virtual world than in reality.

Yume is not really my muse though I have grown more attached to her as time passed and even noticed that we have a few similarities: nonchalance and sarcasm.

Java is the intellectual side of me that always thirst for knowledge. She is the bookworm. Predictably she is the smartest and the most mysterious among my muses. She acts as the leader and the problem solver, My persona when I study and think things through are similar to that of Java’s. She’s very dependable and she keeps her promises. Burdened by many responsibilities, Java tends to forget how to have fun and becomes lonely. This is one of the down sides of her personality.

Caramel is a kind and mild-mannered muse. Her humility and compassion are her major points. She is a result of my ‘motherly’ or ‘sisterly’ persona that I unintentionally show my friends and family though I doubt I am not all that kind at all. LOL. She gives advice to people. She acts as the mediatrix when the other muses argue. She has this inferiority complex that turns up when she thinks about Java’s superior talent and intelligence.

Keanne has got nothing to do with my personality. He is completely my boyfriend’s mini replica that gives me inspiration from time to time.

Don’t even get me started with Meridiana. I am completely different from her. Among all, she is considered the outsider and unwanted muse that offer awkward stories.



LOL. I’m probably just over-reacting. After all, there is still that theory about girls having too many hormones that tend to scramble their feelings. Yes. Maybe I’m just having my period. Haha. But it helps me think it over when I write.

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Why I never lose weight

I have problems with my weight. Badly, I want to lose a few pounds and get rid of some unnecessary fat in my body or at least gain weight from gaining some new muscles.

Frankly, I don't do much exercise. My boyfriend teases and calls me PIG whenever he gets the chance. Oh well! I'm probably better being a PIG than be a toothpick like him >=(

At my age, it is natural to be conscious of your weight. My female classmates have been fantasizing about flat-board abs. I'm one of those people, too but FOOD always win over exercise. It's easier to chew than to pump, LOL. In short, we are lazy people who have big dreams about getting the perfect 'coca-cola' body!

Lately, I have been scanning youtube for several aerobic routines and yoga instructions to relax myself. I couldn't even start working out because I watch anime online too and not to mention, I log on to WTRP everyday. I'm not blaming WTRP for anything but nonetheless it is one of the things that keep me from doing my exercises.

I checked my weight on the weighing scale. I frown down at it when it reveals a few added pounds to my total weight; different form yesterday.

I really, really wish I would be more committed to do more exercise, not only for body formation but also for health benefits.

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My writing interests

1. What do you like to write the most?

I like writing about romance and adventure stories. Actually, I want to write all types of stories. I like putting humor in every story I make and mix it together with crazy canon and original characters.

2. What do you find the easiest to write?

The easiest stuff to write are the descriptions of the thoughts and feelings of a character in the story. The words just come out naturally and it's not difficult to think and feel like the character.

3. What do you like to write the least?

Erm... description writing is something I'm very bad at. I have limited vocabulary and I'm not creative enough to write poetry. I can survive if it's haiku, but other than that... I suck.

4. What do you find the hardest to write?

Poetry... And articles I know nothing about.

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These are the things I quoted from an article written by Neil Gaiman, a writer. I find these things written down helpful in starting a story. Thanks to Star from themusebunny proboards, who sent a mass PM on this.

Where to get ideas? Start asking yourself these…

What if...?

If only...

I wonder...

All fiction is a process of imagining: whatever you write, in whatever genre or medium, your task is to make things up convincingly and interestingly and new.
Where do I get my ideas from?

I make them up. Out of my head.

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Out of focus

I have the following hobbies: I play the piano; I tried to learn Aikido; I write; I draw...
It's fulfilling for me to learn many things at once and I love to call myself multi-talented. LOL. Arrogant much?

But then there is always a downside to things. On this matter, it is that I can't focus on any one among these skills to improve more on. Since I've been learning them altogether, it is harder to commit myself to them resulting in inadequate performance.

Maybe I should slow myself down a bit, choose at least two among these hobbies to fully focus on polishing a skill. But I like all of them! What should I do? I don't want to sacrifice any of these hobbies!!

-grumbles-

[Frappe]

My lifetime anime/ cartoon marathon list

Yu yu hakusho (Ghostfighter)
Gundam Wing
Hunter X Hunter
Dragonball Z
Fushigi Yuugi
Pokemon
Trigun
Blood +
School Rumble
Deathnote
Special A
Ouran Host Club
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Digimon series
Soul eater
Sayonara Zetsubuo sensei
Katekyo Hitman Reborn
Skipbeat
Naruto
One Piece
Prince of Tennis
Samurai X
Gakuen Alice
Detroit Metal City
Card Captor Sakura
Tsubasa Chronicles
Cooking master boy
Beyblade
Shugo chara
Fruits basket
Getbackers
Teen titans
Justice League
Kyo kara mao
Pandora Hearts



MANGA LIST
The world only God knows
1/2 Ouji or Prince
Absolute boyfriend
Bakuman
Defense Devil
Beelzebub
Change 123

NOTE: I have not completely seen all the episodes of all the anime listed above. But I do like them. These are the ones I can remember at the moment, so expect that I will update this, once I recall the other animes I have watched.

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Random Questions for Aja

Regret Something You Did In The Past?
Yes. There were a lot of people I wanted to punch and beat back in high school but I didn’t. Now, I realize that I would feel very good if I did so.

Country You Wanna Visit:
Europe. What? That’s a continent? Do I really have to choose one? Well. I want to go Japan at least once. Haha!

Way You Wanna Die
I’d rather answer how I want others to die. (only those mean people)
I don’t want to die, so I won’t answer.

Like Thunderstorms?
No, because if that happens, the internet connection and the electricity would go out.

Get Along W/ Your Parents?
Pretty well

R U A Health Freak?
Not really.

U Think Ur Attractive?
Not in a way others would usually think. If someone would be attracted to me, it wouldn’t be because of my looks, it would be because of my personality, my sarcasm and the way I think.

Do You Believe In Yourself?
Of course.

Wanna Get Married?
Not yet. I still want to enjoy being single. There are so many things I wanted to do before getting married.

Wanna Go To College?
I’m at my final year in college. Your question’s late.

Shower Daily?
LOL! There are times when I get lazy but that is because I don’t stink so much. I shower almost everyday.

Want Kids?
Yes and No. Yes, I like kids, no because they are high maintenance and can be very annoying.

When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?
To someone who deserves it. My husband, duh! After marriage.

Do U Hate Anyone?
Bella Swan.

Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?
What’s a starburst? Does it explode? The hell would I stick my tongue in that thing??

Do You Think You Can Sing?
I could If I practice though I don’t like my voice that much.

Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?
Yes. It’s easy. I don’t advice doing it too often because it can irritate the eyes.

Eat Whatever And Not Worry?
Yes. I eat whatever I want . I don’t eat that much, anyway.


Can You Whistle?
A bit. It’s out of tune.

Can You Walk In High Heels?
Sure. I try avoiding doing so.

Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?
No.

Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?
Yes! Until I cry and cough because of too much spiciness.

Can You Multitask?
Of course. I study, then play on my PSP while watching Tv or even texting and eating at the same time.

Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?
Can’t and that’s disgusting.

Can You Fit In Your Locker?
I don’t have a locker.

Do You Spit?
Sometimes.

Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?
Yes, Coke has a really strong flavor while pepsi has a very sweet taste.

If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?
I wish for someone to grant an unlimited number of wishes.

What Kind Of Perfume Or Cologne Do You Wear?
I don’t really know. It’s Vanilla.

What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?
Any soap. Papaya soap, mild soap, caress soap, safeguard soap…

What's Your Favorite Scent?
The scent of garlic and onions stirred fried. The smell of my boyfriend. And also baby powder. Smell of fruits, etc.

Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?
I don’t think I can handle seeing every person I care about die before me. So, no.

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Anime Questionnaire

1) What was the first anime/manga you've ever seen/read?
It was ghostfighter or more popularly known as yu yu hakusho. I only saw the anime, i never read its manga.

2) What is your favorite anime/manga hands down?
deathnote, duh! It has an amazing story line and L's one of the best and well thought characters ever created in the world of anime. I wish I could meet someone like him, but that would already be irrelevant to the question given.


3) How about the worst?
Um... Bobo bobobo bobo? It was so weird.

4) Who's your anime crush (if you have one)? State the name and what anime they're from please!
That's tiring! The list is too long! Go to my bishounen collection, they are all listed there!

5) What's your favorite anime opening?
D. Grayman's opening themes have a really cool soundtrack! Also deathnote, their opening theme is freaky!
Deathnote first opening
Deathnote opening 2
D. Grayman opening 3

6) Do you support any relationships in the animes/mangas you watch/read? If so, which is your favorite?
I don't really care much about pairings but there are some that i mildly support like syaoran and sakura from cardcaptor sakura, lenalee and allen from d. grayman, kai and hikari from special a, etc.

7) Shoujo or Shonen?
It's hard to choose! I think I'm more inclined to read shoujo though. I also like shounen but... it's usually shoujo i read...

8) Do you prefer anime or manga?
that really depends. I'd rather have both. If the anime is a comedy, i'd rather watch it than read it. When the anime fails, I'd go for manga, the drawings are usually better!

9) Okay, I'm giving you permission to bring one anime character back to life who's died in their show. Who's it gonna be?
Lawliet from deathnote. No one else.

10) When one life is born, another one ends. Pick a character you'd want to see dead.
Bella Swan from the twilight series. *smirks* Such an easy question.

Frappe: She's not an anime character, you idiot.
Aja: The question only stated 'character' not 'anime character', so that Bella-bitch still counts.

11) Do you like animes with a "happily ever after" ending, or do you like them filled with angst and bittersweetness?
Happily ever after, of course! I don't want to watch a long series of anime and get depressed when some of them characters that I really like die or something. Just like Rorouni Kenshins second movie: reflection, it was too melodramatic!

12) Which anime character can you relate to the most?
Umm...*thinks for a long time* I don't know... maybe Kyoko from the manga Skipbeat? Or Sunako from yamato Nadeshiko? Or tenma from school rumble??

13) Are you KIRA?
I could think of a number of ways to kill without the need of the deathnote, so I'm not Kira.

14) If I picked you up and dropped you in an anime, would you be the hero, the villain, the unsuspecting victim, the annoying character everyone wants gone, or the comic relief?
Hmm, I'd like to try the villain role. My muse, Frappe, is a different story. She's the annoying character everyone wants gone but that is only applied to random drabbles and parodies.

15) From a scale of 1 to 10...how much of an Anime Freak are you?
probably seven.

[Frappe]

SENSES

My favorite things to watch
*The lights on the streets at night, esp. on Christmas
*Feast served on a very long table
*Sunset and Sunrise from the shore POV and mountain POV
*Underwater corals, the wave patterns, colorful fishes, white sands, seashells
*Orchids with water droplets
*Fogged up windows during the rain
*Lined coconut trees, red and orange maple leaves
*Babies and toddlers
*bubbles
*leaves with raindrops
*flowing river
*smileys online


My favorite smells
*Smell of my boyfriend's perfume
*Vanilla
*Coffee
*Fruits
*Candy
Baby powder
*Stir fried garlic and onions
*new books
*noodle scent
*mint


My favorite tastes
*Bittersweet chocolate
*Spicy noodles
*Nachos, popcorn, french fries, potato chips, hash brown: cheese covered
*sweetcorn
*condensed milk
*nata de coco
*my mom's fried chicken
*red wine, baileys
*blueberry
*green apple flavor!!

My favorite feel-touch
*new bed linens
*soft hair
*cool and clear water
*PS controller and computer mouse
*baby's skin
*clean animal fur
*stuffed bears
*warm bottles
*smooth and cool bamboo

My favorite sounds
*water splashing/ sea waves
*acoustic guitar and instrumental piano playing
*voice of L (deathnote)
*Zuko's voice from the avatar: legend of aang
*My annoying BF's voice on the phone and in person
*baby's first cry
*birds chirping
*wind chimes

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Behind the Silence

I don’t even know where to start, I just came back home from a very tiring day. Right now, it’s exactly 11:48 pm on my clock. The lights in my room are off, making it hard for me to see the letters on my keyboard which also means I pretty much having a hard time typing all this. I only have four hours to sleep, so I better finish this.

I could have written this down at a later time, but I too compelled to write this once and for all before my passion to write it dies down. Since my feelings and thoughts right now are fresh, I think it’s safe to conclude that this is the best moment to type all this crap down.

Things may get too emo for the reader from here on, so if you want to spare yourself from the drama, I recommend you go ahead and skip this part. Profanities are to be expected, because I’m very furious right now.

I have always been called a weirdo since I was a child. I ignore it very often, because I think I should know better than to expect others to understand me, at least not that quickly.

They think it’s funny, calling people weird, not thinking about the person they have referred to as such. They think they are good and sane because they’re normal. Screw them for not keeping an open mind, then. Who are they to judge what’s weird and what’s not? Let’s face it, the world is full of stereotypical morons, who talk more than they think. A**holes… I may also be included in that stereotype moron list, but at least I’m aware of it

I can tell the difference if some intended to insult or flatter me by calling me weird. Meaning, it’s not that I get upset all the time being called that. If it was someone self proclaimed normal person and someone who thinks s/he is better than me, then I’d be upset. If it was someone who would call me weird in a way that would describe me as someone with much creativity or whatever that they can’t keep up with my train of thought, then I would be flattered.

Darn. I feel so emo right now, but I have to let this out. At least, I won’t hear the reader of this complain LOL. Not like when I say it in person, people wouldn’t shut up and let me talk because they think their ideas are correct and matter more than mine.

So what If I’m stuck in my own ideal world. Why should they enforce the idea of the way they see the world to me, when I clearly don’t want to get myself involve in theirs in the first place?

I want to think for myself. Not copy ideas from people and set them as a norm or standards because everyone freakin- agrees with their ideals. D*mn it! Hypocritical b*stards! It annoys me that some people are too scared to go out of the norm just to belong. Well, I’m one who is not.

Of course, like any other human being, I crave for belongingness. But lying to myself just to be part of some group is like suicide to me. Sinful and pathetic.

It will take some time to meet more people who I would really get along with. No matter how long it takes, I would keep watch for those people like myself until I can finally say, I have found my comfort zone. Where I could act and say things that I wish, and people would listen and accept me. And I will do the same for them. Was that too much to ask?

To be honest, I don’t like my college life. Being surrounded by people who I don’t really click with leads me to a solitary life where I grow annoyed with everybody because ‘they just don’t get it’ and doubt myself in the process. Perhaps, I have myself to blame as well. I may be close minded, too. They don’t see me. And I don’t see them. Does that make sense?

What’s wrong with me complaining about what a shitty school life I’m having when I’m still going to attend school and bare with it all in the end anyway? My parents are upset with me.

You can force me to something I don’t like but you can never force me to like it. Are you upset because of that? You also have to accept how much I dislike it just as much as I have to accept the path you laid out for me. I appreciate what you are doing, but please don’t expect me to be happy just because of that. I want to live my own way, too. But for now, I will do as you say.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions. Isn’t that, right?

All of these thoughts scramble about in the back of my mind while my superficial reveals so little emotion that you’d mistake me for not possessing emotions at all.

Things are not what they seem. Learn how to read people better, see more and look through this blunt face, you f*cking retards!

-deep breathing-

Well, I think I’m done with this sh*t…
I’ll go sleep now, so,
Bye beeee!!!!

-waves-

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Another random questionnaire

Why aren't you with the person you love?
Because I'm busy and he's busy, so we can't see each other for a while.

Is it cute when you get kissed on the forehead?
Yes. It feels really good. Like you're really respected, but I'd rather be kissed on the lips

What are you listening to?
Umm... right now? I'm listening to my younger sister talking to her friends.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
... Which season has a lot of food in it? Maybe spring? No, maybe I should choose summer, because we don't have classes that time and the beach is good... but then again on winter, there's christmas so there is christmas eve dinner too...
I can't decide

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No. Because I'm wearing a top and shorts that reveal too much skin. Besides my parents wouldn't let me out looking like this.

What was on your mind mostly today?
I'm debating with myself whether I should go to school or not.

Do you like to cuddle?
Yep. Just as long as it's not in public.

What’s the best feeling in the world?
Being happy and having fun with everyone else, good friends and family and good food makes life perfect!

[Frappe]

AN IRRITABLE TEACHER

I have this teacher in school who made my group mates and I go through a hell just to get her to sign a certain form. I'm not going on the details because that would lengthen the story more.

To put it simply, this teacher is very annoying and inappropriate. I was just doing my best as a student but she comes in and screams at us students for being disorganized and lazy. She made my classmate cry. She made me so angry, I almost cried. I wanted to choke her and make her shut her trap.

She's terrible. When another student gave her a cake as a thank you token, she slammed the cake box down hard on the table (frightening the kind student) and she said "Why should I be taking this'

Now, there is a nicer way and humble way of refusing someone, but she just had to be nasty and mean like a grumpy old lady (which in fact, she is) and insult the poor student.

I say. She did not deserve respect for treating students like that. Who does she think she is? She thinks she's superior because she's a teacher. Well, I really don't like talking since I'd rather punch her hard on her ugly, wrinkled face, but... that wouldn't be right for a student to do, either, huh...

Man, even my mother is annoyed of her just be hearing talk about that teacher. She was almost tempted to use voodo on her or something That made me laugh.

[Frappe]

April 6, 2010

Everything but ordinary
Just having a drama moment

I am but a normal girl, period.

There isn’t really any problem with my life unless if you label school projects, assignments and a very slow-running computer as something apocalyptic. These are just a few things I deal with everyday. No big deal. We all go through it, don’t we?

Okay, let’s talk about people I am involved with.

My friends are there busy with their own lives. They talk about boys, school, people they hate, people they love, their problems, their clothes, their shoes and so on. Typical, you might say.

My parents are the supportive-do-your-best type. Sure, I shouldn’t complain. Everything is there held out and ready for me. Whatever I may need, my family provides in a snap. No problem, right?

But you know, I have been living nineteen years here on Earth but I feet so empty. Know why?

Because… I’m bored.

Can you blame me? Is it an actual sin to suffer out of boredom?

I’m no drama fanatic, but I think I had to say this really corny statement. “Have you ever thought being someone else or wanted to be someone else?”

For those who have inferiority complex would most probably say YES.

Maybe I am feeling a bit inferior to others. You see, I am the kind of person who would most likely stick to the wall and merely observes. The word passive would be most accurate. I talk less than anyone else in a crowd, or talk less than less. In other words, not talk AT ALL. Introverted, I am obviously. It’s not like I don’t have something to talk about, it’s the fear of being ignored for saying something that is irrelevant to other people’s conversations. I have this habit for starting conversations that can’t relate to the previous. Have you ever experienced that?

Weird, that girl, they would say.

True. I can’t deny that. My brain overloads with ideas that come out spontaneously and easily mixes up with each other turning it into something abstract. It is something that cannot be easily understood. Yeah! Maybe!

Even now, I think my reader is confused though it would be joy to know that the reader actually understands what I’m trying to say here. Or even realize or able to find something within those first few paragraphs above. Does it make sense at all? I’m actually bad at explaining things, so I wouldn’t expect much sympathy from people who read this. It’s a bunch of words put together randomly by some author who can’t stand boredom for too long.

Well…enough stalling…

By the way, my name is…

Well…never mind…

I am the person whom who would all recognize as ‘Frappegurl777’

Like some vessel, FrappeG contains everything that I feel. The part of me that wants to get out, unafraid to say or do whatever she wants, FrappeG has it.
Craziness, spontaneity, excitement, confidence, persuasiveness, ambition, burning passion, vileness…

Who would have thought a normal teenager with a completely average kind of lifestyle with no significant troubles to think of would actually possess such wicked inner character?

Boring! Mediocrity is also labeled a sin. Fact is that life’s a simple role playing game that you can only play once. Game over and that’s it. Dead!

How can one make life more exciting? How can a normal girl be someone such as FrappeG?

Let’s start slow. FrappeG is born. And with her triple 7 number attached to her name, will something good come up? After all, isn’t 777 rumored to be a lucky number. ^^